Has/or anyone recieved the self stamped envelope with the list of winners yet?  I have not.  Does anyone have any clue as who the 5 teams that where lucky and got choosen?  This is killing me.  It has been 2 weeks come tomorrow, we should know something. As soon as I find out I will share the info and I hope that someone who finds out before me will do the same.  How is everyone.  Still on the lossing game here.  Still  staying the same.   But, I think if I get the go ahead from the Spinal Dr.  I will up my owrkout some more.  Summer is just around the corner and my new gaol is to shed these last 15lbs before summer arrives.  All take care..................

  

  There has been very few of you who replied to my other post.  I know that there our many of your that our still in this journey.  Please give your support.  Although I am close to gaol, my daughter, Erika is not.  I will be here until the end for anyone even after I meet goal.  I know how hard it is.  I know how important support and encoragement is when you are  loosing weight.  I have just found out that my healthy weight is where I am at now. Maybe that is why it is so hard for me now to loose weight.  But when I calulate my BMI I should be 15 lbs. less.  So I am here for all of you for a long long time.  We are in this till the end, whenever that may be...........Your weight loss buddie....Robin

   I am so happy, excited that so many of you are continuingon this journey.  WOW,!  Now I can hardly wait to see who are the 5 wonderful teams who win. I have awesome news, since I started this Spinal Decompression treatment last week, I have been free of pain pills and sleeping pills for three days/nights.  It has alot to do with exercsing also.  So onward to a new me,New health and pill free.........I FEEL GREAT!  I just needed  to share this....

 

This is the third time I've been trying to get this blog posted and my fricken computer screws up!  I am PMSing.  Today is not a good day.  Where do you want to be in a year, 2 or maybe 5 years.  I tell myself thinner, healthier.  That was my intention when I joined this journey with my daughter. So many of you have lost that commitment that you started some serveral weeks ago.  Where are you?  You did this for a reason. The same reason I did. When I was little my grandfather would always tell me...Robin the good things is life are the hardest and most painful things to achieve.  I think that losing weight is about one of the hardest and most painful things that anyone can do.  But, IT IS WORTH IT!!!!!   I work out every day.  I watch what I eat.  I screw up and eat those goodies that I shouldn't.  But I do.  I am human. I started this challenge a little over 8 weeks ago.  In that 8 weeks I only lost 6 pounds.  Doesn't sound like alot, but if I was to put that same 6 pounds of fat on a table it would show me a different senario.  It would look like alot.  It was hard to loose that 6 pounds.  It was painfull too!  I lost it.  It is gone now forever.  I hope to add more to it.  You see, I (you too probaly) we would love to have a way we could loose the weight instantly, but it don't happen that way.  We did not put on the weight instantly, it was gained slowly.  Now we have to lose it slowly.  Bummer!!! See, I have  been only lossing 1 pound here and 1 lb there and gained 1 pound here and 1 pound there, it's like taking 2 steps forward and 2 steps backward......But 1+1=2 and they did add up to be 6lbs.  It is going off slowly.  The key word  Slowly.I did not loose this week. Maybe I will loose next week......But I won't quit, I won't give up... although that little devil on my shoulder sometimes puts a little twinge to try to give up, I shove it aside and I remember me telling others "Turn the Page" go forward and finish what you started.  So please don't give up.  Becuz when you give up on yourself, you are giving up on me.  Yes, that's right, becuz thanks to Biggest Loser and MSN I have found You.  You wonderful ...YOU out there in cybersapce.  I like it.  It has helped. Where else can I type my frustrtion, my trimpants,my feelings, my sorrows, my happiness....no other place than here!  Okay, I raged my rage.  I feel better.  Stay true to yourself, stay true to me, stay focused and you will find yourself where you want to be in a year or2 or maybe 5.  Stay committed.

   It is week 8.  Can't hardly believe it is this  into this Challenge.  Okay, so I got my Fear put aside.  I really felt GOOD.  Damn good!  I felt that I would have lost at least 3lbs.  But, thaat darn little box, sitting alone on that floor in my bathroom decided to tell me something different!  NADA! ZERO! I did not loose a 1lb.  I did not lose anything!   Slower and slower it has become to loose this weight.  I am really impatient.  I don't know what I am doing WRONG!  I was 100% my diet.  I exercised. I drank all (if not more ) my water. So, again, when next week's weigh in arrives,  that god for awful FEAR will be still creeping on my back.  LOrd, let me loose next week, please. I really have been a good girl.  Erika, also has not loss this week.  Maybe it's because we have a extra day!  gosh, don't I wish it was as simple as that.  I hope all who weigh in will loose. Take care and again I say I am "Turning the Page" going forward to finish what I started!